I went to NYC to check out what Tony had been working on and to spend time with like minded individuals.  The goal was to give space to the ideas I have swimming around in my head about where we are going, and how do we get there.  While we did talk extensively about that, I winded up getting a better view into my own heart/soul and why it is I’m doing this in the first place.  There really is an art to all of this and thinking back to all the times I felt uncomfortable about decisions or directions it was often because the forces of the situation were pushing me to tightly defining things, or in essence  make a science out of it.  Traditional business is all about pinning down the variables into reproducible, money making steps.  I’m more interested in surrounding myself with amazing people and wallowing in the humanity we all bring into a shared space.  That makes job descriptions, resource allocation, conflict management, and similar things all difficult, and yet beautiful at the same time.